STM PGAL?

SarahKate31

I had 2 losses, then I had my son, then 1 more loss, then this pregnancy. All of my losses were around 5-6 weeks, so very early.

When I was pg with DS, I was nervous and we didn't tell anyone about the pregnancy until 13 weeks, but at that point I started to relax and wasn't nervous anymore (at least, that's how I remember it). This time we started telling at 11 weeks, and now at 16 weeks, I just told work (the last to know) and I am still really nervous. Like it might all come crashing down tomorrow...I don't know, I guess I expected to be less nervous this time.

Any STM's PGAL feel more or less nervous this time?