fear and doubt, please stay away.

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I really hate that it's growing stronger and I can't seem to shake it. I just want things to progress well for once and even though the numbers look good, the fear and doubt are creeping in. I really hope tomorrow brings reassurance, but I'm so scared it won't. And even though I'll get an u/s once a week, the weeks will feel like months apart.... does this ever go away?