Ready to give up...tell me it gets better

HazelEyes77

I have been at this BFing thing for the past 4 wks and it doesn't seem to be getting any better. I EP'd with my first DD so BFing is totally new to me. I have a good day with DD #2 but then the next day, it's like I'm starting over. I'm doing twice the amount of work this time around (BFing, then pumping b/c LO didn't drain my boobs enough, & bottle feeding too) and I'm exhausted. It's taking so much time that I feel like I am missing out on spending quality time with DD #1. I don't think I can take much more of this. Sorry for complaining, this is just waaaaay harder than i thought it would be. I was just hoping someone out there has had a similar experience and it got better.