Am I the only one???

Marksmommy321

So my son is going with his father tomorrow. This is the first time he has seen him in almost a month. I kinda dont want him to go tomorrow. I know he will be fine and (I hate to say this) give me a break for a few hours. ( I feel so horrible when I say that). Part of me is like yay hes going to spend time with him I get a few hours to myself. The the other part is like I'll have time to myself when he's older hes only going to be little once. I feel like the worse mom in the world.  I would much rather him be home with me and I'll do whatever I have to do later or I'll just take him with me .Am I the only one who feels like this?