I need encouragement :(

theabbey5

I am feeling really down...really really down.

Here are all my cookies:

This will be my 3rd child, I have 2 girls (8 & 4) and I am being so lazy after working a full day that I feel like I'm neglecting them.  (They are fine though)

I work full time in marketing & sales for a retirement community.  My job is to be open and friendly.  I suddently hate everyone.

I think negative thoughts all day (I'm usually such a positive person) and I truly feel like everyone is out to get me and care nothing about me.  I feel like I'm being talked about behind my back both at work and in real life.

My Dh is in a public role in our small town and everyone knows us but noone is reaching out to me when he doesn't come home until 8pm or later everynight.  We also live close to a military base so I know I am not the worst off with all these single moms around with husbands in war zones.

Anyway...I just feel like s$&%!  I cry uncontrollably every afternoon when I leave work...it's like I want to look at everyone and say I'M PREGNANT, BE NICE TO ME DAMMIT!  UGH

I hope this goes away fast, I don't remember being this miserable with the girls' pregnancies.