i think i might go back to work earlier than planned. :(

MelissaSue81

I'm really bummed.. but business at DH's work just isn't what is was last summer.. Basically we're barely getting by.. How can I just take extra weeks off when we can barely afford anything? I reeeeallly don't want to go back.. But I think I might have to. I need to decide like by Sunday, because if I want to start back on the 8th, then I'll have to tell them by Monday.  I feel sick thinking about it.. I went back with Eve at 7.5 weeks, and that will be 8 weeks.. but I just can't picture leaving Natalie yet. I'm heartbroken.. but I know I'll enjoy the rest of the summer more if I'm making some money and we'll have a little wiggle room, ya know?

I am going to talk it over with DH when he gets home tonight.. but I've been thinking about it all day and its probably the right decision. I am crying typing this. It won't be any easier to go back in 3 more weeks than it will be now i guess.