Just wanted to send you ((hugs))
I got the vibe that you were going through a tough time, but didn't really know what to say. You are a remarkable girl. One day you will look back at this time fondly as a growing time for you. Without going into details and making this about me, I have been where you are and things WILL get better.
Sorry for the sap, but I felt bad for not reaching out before when I had the feeling or read comments that you were having a tough time and I just wanted to say something now!