Yes, I've been here 5 minutes and I am already needy. Let. The. Obsessing. Begin.
Before bothering you all I tooled around Beta Base to try and reassure myself that doom is not the only outcome since my second beta did not "truly" double from the first -- it went from 147 to 284 in 48 hours, or a 1.92 (instead of 2) multiple. Beta Base doubling calculator says that means doubling occurred in 50 hours.
I know, on a rational level, that I need to let this go until I get a Dr recommended 3rd draw later this week...but I can't. Its just 2 more hours, or .08 of the multiplier, right? It could mean nothing. But of course I worry that it could mean something.
Has anyone not "truly" doubled with beta #2 and knocked it out of the park with beta #3? Or anything similar. Anything at all. I'm not picky.
Sorry to be a pain so early in the game. I will try to keep these psychoses in check.