Frustrated update

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Thank you to everyone who replied to my earlier post about my DH pulling the rug out from under me about TTC and not being able to give me any sort of time frame.

Last week sucked. I hate it when we aren't our normal happy lovey selves. Luckily, he finally felt like talking yesterday and I feel much better now. He says he does want to have a baby, and he thinks about it all the time, most notably when we are having fun. He will say to himself, "This would be fun to do with a kid" and that he feels like he's getting closer. But other times he just cant shake the feeling of not being 100% ready. But he NEVER mentioned any of this to me! So I've been sitting here the whole time thinking the only thoughts he has are negative! Arg! 

Anyways, he doesn't want to put a time frame on anything b/c that just makes him more anxious, but it sounds like if we just relax and enjoy our summer he might be getting on board before too much longer. And I can deal with that, lol.