Okay, here's another confession.

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It's not flamable, but I feel awful nonetheless.

 DS2 is napping on my lap. I just asked DS1 to curl up and take a nap too. So he gets his lovey and his sleeping bag to come curl up with DS2 and I... and I had to send him back to his room in case DS2 wakes up and starts crawling all over him.

DS1's little face broke my heart as he went back to his room.

 I feel guilty and want to cry.

FTR - DS2 should be waking up soon. He'd been napping for a while, woke up and fell asleep again while I was holding him.