Overdue and a mess

acatrix

I am 41 weeks tomorrow. I am a mess. I can't stop crying. I feel angry and resentful of my baby. My husband is out of patience with me. He keeps trying to be nice and ask what I need but the only thing I need is for this baby to come out. I feel guilty for almost feeling like I don't want my baby anymore and I shouldn't have gotten pregnant. I am humiliated having to go to work and answer questions like "when are you going to have that thing?" and getting incessant texts and facebook messages. I don't feel like I can deal with this anymore but I will feel like such a failure if I go through induction. This is not what I thought this would be like at all. the rest of the pregnancy has gone well.