It really hasn't hit me yet, I am 39, I had my daughter when I was 29... now I am having a boy... I can't believe I really don't remember what it was like to go through labor!! It is surreal right now
. I have lots of anxiety right now.. I have a Master;'s degree, a B.S. degree, and A.A. degree and the best I can find is basically secretary work!!! It is aggravating while girl 10 years younger no college degrees or life experience breezes past me in a promotion!! irritating... I am worried about DayCare cost, food cost, bills... OMG I just don't know how I am going to handle all this.. .:/.