Well, we have been on a roller coaster! My DH is doing good and getting help! Things were not as bad as they appeared to be, but still bad if that makes any sense. We have been through way too much to just walk away from our marriage and are working on things.
I feel so much better now. Thank you all for your love and support. I now have a computer! Woohoo!! So I will be on more to hang out with you and give you lots of love and support back!