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egg cryo - 40 and freaking out

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April 2013 in TTC after 35

i'm writing a "vent" post because i just picked up my fertility prescription (lupron, gonal, menopur) and i'm literally freaking out. i can't figure out when i'm going to do these injections without interfering with my "life" for the next 3 weeks. which leads me to thinking "why am i even freezing my eggs at age 40? they're probably not even any good!". which leads me to think "if i even have the thoughts of being inconvenienced by the fertility drugs and the 'why am i freezing at 40' question - then doesn't this mean that i'm not really making having a baby a priority? does this mean, i don't really want a baby?

oh yeah - i'm single - and still am struggling with wrapping my head around having a career and figuring out having a baby at the same time...

and, i have a date tonight...

i'm just so overwhelmed!

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