I dont want anyone seeing my "private areas" during birth...

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When I had my other son 9 years ago, the doctor cut me from "A to B"....

However, when he sewed me back up, I feel he did somewhat of a sloppy job. I am even insecure about it with my husband.  I know theyre doctors and they "see it all" but that doesnt make me feel better.  There is too much skin there and a flabby piece of skin too sticking out from "point B" lol.  Sorry for the info I just want to know if you were cut during a previous pregnancy/birth, does your area.. particularly "B" look strange, is it normal?

Also, since I was cut before, does that mean they will automatically cut me again for this birth? 

 

I pooped during my last birth but could care less about that lol. Now THIS is embarrassing though!!! It has me secretly wishing I will just go into labor at home so quickly and it will be all over with besides a check up on me. I HATE hospitals anyway Women have been fine without them for trillions of years!