Frustrated with Pre-term Labor

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I went to the hospital thinking I was over reacting at 35 weeks and 2 days but it turns out I was totally in pre-term labor!  They put me on Mag and stopped the labor hoping to just get me to 36 weeks... which they did... took me off all meds expecting me to go back into full labor and I did not!  They sent me home saying if I go back into labor now they wont try to stop me!

 I went back on Friday where I totally expected my doctor to send em to the hospital again as I have about 5-10 contractions an hour, but was still only at 2.5 cm and 80% effacement! 

Today I am 37 weeks and I am so totally frustrated and uncomfortable and just want to complain, but everyone keeps telling me this is a good thing and I just need to be happy he wants to cook until then end now!  Grrr I know it is selfish to just want him out now but I am totally miserable and feel like no one is sympathetic.  :~(