Heartbroken but trying to stay positive....

TrixieGirl82

Went to my last RE appointment today before graduating to my regular OB.  I was so nervous and had a horrible feeling something was wrong since friday-had a nightmare that I was having an ultrasound and they couldn't find baby B's heartbeat.  Well...only one baby had a heartbeat today.  I am 9 weeks 6 days today.  They said it probably stopped growing around 8 weeks.  I'm devestated but trying to be happy that the other baby looked good, was measuring perfect and had a HR of 178.  Such a mix of emotions! I've been doing the ugly cry all day.  I love all the staff at the offices, but I was kinda hurt when on my way out of the office one of the ladies said-don't cry, be happy.  I'm sure she meant well, but how can I be happy when I just found out one of my babies died   Maybe I'm just being overly sensitive, I am happy one is doing good! Hubby and I were so excited about the twins!