I keep asking myself: would I hate SO so much right now if not for hormones??

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I think he is going through some emotional thing and taking it out on me, or something, but I haven't spoken to him for a day and a half, and I really just wish he'd stay away from me.

Yesterday he yelled at me because I had forgotten the clean laundry in the drier rather than folding it.

He said that I don't do sh*t, and this is his house.

The really crappy thing about this is I can't work per doctor's orders and the strenuous nature of my job, so he's paying all the bills, as I don't qualify for maternity leave and can't get disability for another month.

 He told me he had no problem paying the bills until I can go back to work. But since I do keep the house relatively tidy (not to his neat-freak standards, admittedly), although I don't scrub with chemicals just to be extra safe, I wonder if he's pi**ed about that or something.

Either way, I really feel like he's a total a-hole right this minute.

Is it mostly or just hormones? Any way to make it better? I wish I could avoid taking it so personally.

Thanks for reading!