The Other Shoe

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Anyone feel like they are just waiting for the other shoe to drop?

Our family knew we were doing IVF, so they all know that it was successful.  Now that the news is out, I feel like I am just waiting for something to go wrong.  News travels fast in a small town (especially when your {step}MIL puts something on facebook...).  Now anytime someone congratulates me, I feel panicky.

I have felt bad since last Friday due to OHSS.  This morning I felt like I had a pit in my stomach, which was morning sickness, I believe, because I felt better after I drank some juice.  But, it was not unlike the feeling of shear terror that something terrible is going to happen.

IF and PgAL brain are awful. 

My RE said everything looked great on the ultrasound.  We have a yolk sac but no heart beat yet.  He said he didn't see any signs of a SCH (cause of our FD).  I go back on the 14th for another ultrasound.  Hopefully then I will be able to breathe a little easier.