c-section scheduled = me finally getting reality check

saturdaynightdoubletree

I know I'm at the end of this pregnancy, haven't freaked out because I had 2u2 and learned to roll with things... or so I thought. My doctor FINALLY scheduled my c-section yesterday and now all of a sudden I feel like a loose cannon, haha. I made DH take me shopping last night for tons of stuff I thought I had that we gave away and was in total panic mode. Doesn't help that Christmas is over and this is the next big thing to look forward to, no more distractions - plus my kids are both on break from preschool until jan 9th, so I just feel like I have no time left to get stuff done. Anyone else share my out of the blue panic phase?