Sitting at my desk away from the door crying right now because on top of a depressing Christmas of family health problems, stolen money and long work hours, I spilled the milk.
My supply is not fantastic. We don't have a freezer stash anymore because pumping on the weekends while feeding baby was a hassle and with my husbands work hours, I only get to see him for 8 hours total on the weekends. Now on my one day off this week, tomorrow, when I was supposed to be getting gifts, I am gong to be in bed, pumping while feeding the whole day because I spilled my entire morning of milk. 12 oz gone.
So depressed.