Still having trouble keeping it a secret!?

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With such a recent loss I told myself I would tell NO ONE until I knew more about this pregnancy. Still, then I told my old BMB, my best friend, and today the ladies in my Thursday moms group (good friends). I know that they will all support me if the worst happens, but every time I open my big fat mouth I get upset at myself - why am I having trouble not telling when I really dont want to have to retract my pregnancy announcement AGAIN?

I have no desire to put it on FB or anything like that, but I find it hard to resist telling people in person. I know Ill regret that later on if things go bad and I need to find a way to zip my lip. I really should know better.