I'm being irrational, but am I the only one?

cpm1223

Nerves etc are driving me insane...I know I need to calm the eff down, but this is all so new and scary.

I'm afraid to go to the bathroom...because I don't want to randomly start bleeding.

I'm afraid to have sex with H anytime soon since I don't want to stir things up.

I'm afraid to wear jeans that are too tight around my mid-section (most are tight right now, bloating big time)

Ugh, this all sounds so silly now that I've typed it all out...anyone else having any irrational fears?