4 oz short pumping

Izabella22

Normally I'm maybe an oz short - usually I can make it up by hand expressing on a 5 min session before I go home. Today I am a full bottle short. I got less than 2 oz from both pump sessions this afternoon - with hand expression. I just want to go cry.  I started taking fenugreek and I drink mother milk tea the days I am at work... but this is the absolute worst I have ever done pumping. I feel like a huge failure.  I'm taking the pump home tonight and hopefully can nurse and pump at the same time to see if that gets me any where closer to where I need to be but I'm seriously depressed - I don't even know why I bother.