spotting, blood tests, and waiting....

Brit1031

So I was having some cramping, back pain, and lightheadedness last night and then at work this morning I started spotting so I called the DR.

 They did a blood test and I go back on Thursday for another one and either Friday or Saturday I will know if I am having a miscarriage or not.

 Never knew how attached I already was until today knowing that this could possibly be all over. I don't like waiting. My husband is being great tonight and making me think positive. I love him for that!

 This pregnancy was a complete shock but the greatest unexpected present I could ever have gotten. I really am hoping and praying for the best but I am scared as hell! Tomorrow was supposed to be my first OB appt, I was so looking forward to hearing the heart beat...Now I will just have to wait...