UNSURE of returning to work after leave....

FirstPeanut2013

I'm seriously sooo unsure about returning to work after our little one is born ! I love my job and what I do but just the thought of leaving my 12 --week old at a daycare drives be nuts! And I don't have family close by so that isn't an option. I guess this isn't even a question but more like a vent! LOL Is anyone on the same boat?