so drained

brighteyes2123

Emotionally and physically! I don't regret choosing to BF, but it's taking it's toll... especially since each day is different with how much help I get from DH! There's days, like today I could've used more rest then I got, but didn't, H doesn't work, so you'd think I'd get more help... he's been depressed, which has been making hi, sleep more. I've mentioned more then once since LO was born, I need more help during the day, not the night. I have epilepsy, so not getting enough sleep could cause me to have a seizure. I can't be on my meds, cause the doctor wasn't sure how it'd be with me nursing. The pharmacist even asked how long I intended to continue BF and I said till LO was one; he asked how long till then, I said three or four months, I don't remember right now when we were there. I hope to start weaning in the next month... and that DH starts helping with things more.

Just needed to vent, thanks for reading.