huge bummer

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I didn't even realize until today that since we now know LO has the milk/soy protein intolerance, I won't ever be able to use any of my stash. :: sadface x a million:: Though it was only a whopping eight bags, it was not easy to build up. With a low supply, it took me almost a month to get to this number, pumping 2x a day and having to give DD some of what i pump as supplement. I had finally gotten enough that i could actually be away from her for a whole day if I needed to be. I know it sounds silly but I feel like someone punched me in the gut. No real point to this post other than to vent. Sorry for the whine.