I cant stand myself right now!!!

Beccabby

I have only told 2 people Im pregnant so I cant just go complain to anyone so here I am. OMGOODNESS my mood swings are off the chart today. Im exhuasted and thats not helping. DH recieved the news today that he didnt get the job that we and everyone else thought was a guarantee.We badly needed this job and the benefits that came with it. So back to the drawing board we go, trying to find a decent job in this S#*# of an economy. Commercials are making me cry. My 9 years olds have an abundance of homework today. Im so short fused and its taking all the strength I have NOT to blow up as we workon it together. My twins have a soccer game and my pregnancy brain has me forgetting to take dinner out of the freezer AGAIN!! My DD's dont know Im pregnant yet, we are waiting until after we hear the HB to tell them. I apologize constantly for getting worked up and upset over almost everything. Im just falling apart today!