Leaving baby with mil

lilahbean13

I have only been away from her for a total of two hours since she was born. And that wasn't two hours all at once. Tonight I am going with hubby to sit in the deer stand so his mil is coming here. Baby girl is ebf. She is still refusing bottles for the most part. Sometimes, very rarely, she will eat enough to hold her over. For some reason we are taking a chance that she will do that tonight. Maybe it will help if its someone else other than us giving her the bottle. I am terrified. Luckily the stand is on our land so I can just run home if I have to but if I "scare off all the deer" by leaving too early hubby will be pissed lol
Just thinking about driving off without her is killing me. I am pathetic! So so attached lol
If we don't see anything in that stand and I left her for no reason hubby is sleeping on the couch!!!!!!!!! I wish I was kidding lol