Feeling a bit crazy...

shaynalinda13

I got pregnant accidently almost a year ago. Thank heavens it was with my best friend whom with we finally started to dating. But I never wanted kids, I was terrified of them and was scared of being pregnant.

Anyway, now that Emmalyn is here and almost three months, I can not stop thinking of having more. Everytime I hold her I think of having a whole bunch. Is that weird? I also feel bad like I am not giving her enough love already thinking of having more. Just thinking out loud I suppose.