Anyone finding they still have very emotional days?

megs52881

I had horrible baby blues for about two weeks.  I was a mess.  I cried all the time and couldn't control my emotions.  Then I went to crying every few days, then once a week etc.

I was a mess today.  All day I couldn't stop crying.  It doesn't help that I got my period, but all day I have been so emotional and tired and just miserable.  It was one of the days you keep thinking "why did we do this?".  I am scared he will never stop crying and always be miserable.  I am scared that I will literally never get sleep again.  And I am scared that my vagina will never be OK again and that I will never be able to have sex again.  This is true, I am terrified of sex.  I quiver when I think about it. Is it normal to still have these spells?  Is this just what it is like to be a mother(minus the sex part) or is this getting too far pp and should I maybe see a doctor?