xp: c/s moved up

xoexpat

Hello there, I've also posted this on the Multiples board (where I usually hang out).

I spent the weekend at L&D for observation and monitoring after some tunnel vision, headaches, and low platelet counts last week.  Up until now everything has been going very smoothly.  My dr. decided to move up my cs from 38 weeks to TOMORROW (37 weeks, 1 day).  And I'm starting to get very nervous about it!  I made the decision a long time ago to opt for a section, but it has always been very surreal to me; spending time in the hospital really solidified it and now I'm scared. The only other procedure/surgery I've ever had was my wisdom teeth removed, and I had a panic attack before then too.  I'm the one whose eyes well up every time she gets stuck with a needle, just out of anxiety.  

Any tips on how to deal with the anxiety of major surgery?  I have lots of family support and I'm so happy to meet my LOs but the whole being cut open thing is getting to me.  

TIA