Repeat C-Section anxiety...I can't be the only one.

Baby Bouchard

Sigh, tonight I'm having a tough time. We have a repeat c-section scheduled for Tuesday afternoon and I'm finding my emotions are ALL over the place. Going from being extremely excited that in 2 more days we will hold our son, to crying because I'm terrified of the entire process and anxious about the recovery. With our daughter I was induced and it failed and 30+ hours later she was delivered via c-section, I don't remember much about that procedure other than feeling very weak and feeling as if I'd pass out during much of it, also the shaking after in the recovery room. I'm hoping since this c-section is planned and I'll go in rested that it won't be as bad but still my nerves are on edge.