How to mentally prepare for a C-section??

SaphrineDragon

I was informed that my chance of having a C-section is at around 95% for the health and safety of my baby. I'm bummed as I was hoping for a VBAC since this is my first but I have had medical issues that more then likely will interfere with a vag delivery and also baby is measuring big and her head will more then likely not fit through my pelvic area. 

How does one mentally prepare for a surgery like this??

I'm terrified of surgery in general and this was my biggest fear besides not being able to take her home right away.