I don't wanna!!! (whine/vent inside)

mistresscox

I am having a really hard time deciding between VBAC and RCS.  I have flipped sides so many times I can't even count!  

Ultimately tonight I realized 2 things.  #1 I want someone else to make this decision for me! (Although I know I'm ultimately the one who has to decide) and #2 I actually just don't want either choice lol!  I don't want surgery, but I don't want to try and fail with the vbac.  Honestly I just want someone to 'beam" the baby out of me!  I just don't wanna play the "important life decisions game" anymore!!