This is the day...

bellalou32

The day I cheated death 1 year ago today.  I started a post about the series of events but it was too hard for me and I had to delete it.  I just want to let you ladies know you have pulled me through this year.  I replay this day in my head over and over and the anniversary of it is finally here.  My platelets were a 4.  I went into cardiac arrest and had no pulse.  I have cried 3x, already, today.  This is going to be the longest day ever and the saddest part of it all, is it's my brother's birthday.  This should be a happy day and instead, it's filled with gloom.  

I am so glad to be 1 day shy of 21 weeks pregnant and I am so fortunate to have you getting me through this past year.   xo