Result from 1st U/S

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Finally!!!!  Today was my first u/s after Beta result, so here is the update!

Happy:  I saw it!  There was a gestational sac with yolk and pole.  The tiny heart was blinking and beating.  It looks like a seahorse  

Sad:  My another embie showed an empty black sac...   The sac is smaller than the healthy one.  I am 6 wks & 5 days, so it could be little early (I googled it!) or like my RE said, it's a bit behind on development.  This one might not make it (Will this considered m/c?), but we will find out more about it at next U/S in 2 weeks. 

I am really happy that I have a healthy looking seahorse growing in me, but it just makes me sad when my embies don't survive.  I felt the same thing during ER/ET.  I had 9 eggs and went down to 6, then eventually to 2, so none made it to freezing.  

Anyway, today was a big day, so I can finally breath :P