the hormones and emotions

bnenglish1988

How do you get through all the crazy hormonal sadness and stuff plus the sadness and loneliness of losing not only the father of your child, but your best friend, finance, just basically someone you spent everyday with and thought you knew? I cannot and will not allow my child to be around him because I found out very disgusting things about him. He lied to me (A LOT!) and cheated and abused drugs, ended up in jail...I'm just not willing to allow my son to be around that lifestyle. I hate that I was fooled by him, but I can't help but still feel really sad at times and I constantly have to remind myself what he did because my mind automatically goes to the good memories. Anyone have any tips on how to deal with all this at once?