I am preparing for my 2nd c-section in December, and I have been having an enormous amount of anxiety and guilt. My first c-section was an emergency c-section after 22 hours of labor. I have been worrying about if something happens to me, and I leave behind my husband, 4 year old, and newborn. Last night, I was unable to sleep because of all of my anxiety, so I came onto this board. I read so many posts about your experiences, your fears, and your encouraging words. For the first time since finding out I was pregnant, I felt an enormous sense of ease and relief about my RCS. Thank you for sharing your stories...you have helped me tremendously