A rough couple days

KatrinaR08

I should be on cloud nine, I am 12 weeks tomorrow and we got to see our little one this week, but I feel like I am the complete opposite!

I feel overwhelmed, fearful, and mostly completely in secure! I don't know what happened, I have been excited and so happy this entire time and through the whole process. Now I am questioning everything... my relationships, how I look, how I'm going to look. So petty I know!!! I am thrilled about getting the belly but all of a sudden I am totally freaked out by it!

I feel bloated, unattractive, FAT! Blah!

 I just hope this is just a phase and goes away I really don't want to feel so in secure.