Anxiety over RCS

Mrs.RockyM

I'm almost 20 weeks, and lately I've been having a lot of anxiety over my RCS. It hasn't even been scheduled yet, but I've been thinking about DD, and I'm just so worried for her if something were to happen to me.  I've been having dreams that really upset me, about trying to write her letters should something happen to me, and then I start thinking about not being there for when she graduates high school or college, or gets married, or has kids of her own.  (Yes I'm getting teary eyed just thinking about it).

Is this normal?  Is there anyting I can do or read to help me calm my fears? Anyone have any advice?