4 weeks and so very anxious!

sookie1031

This is my 1st child of my own. my step son is 5 and will be 6 in august. Baby wont be here till January. I'm so anxious waiting for this 1st appointment. I have another 2 weeks. I wish i could buy my own ultrasound equipment for at home just so i could see that everything is ok in there!! How do i pass the time? I also hate my full time job! Part time would be ideal. Sitting here for 9 hours a day just makes me all that more anxious cuz i'm bound to my desk by a headset. If i could be at home cleaning the time would definetly move by much quicker! Any advice, i welcome it