Tentative

Kpsbabyzoe

I write this post very tentatively.  I'm not exactly a single parent..yet.  But, I'm not sure how to proceed with things.  DH and I are in limbo right now.  He's supposed to move out, but he won't. And frankly I keep caving and letting him stay beyond deadlines that I set for his move-out time.  I'm so nervous about doing this on my own, and nervous about starting over.  We have a 2 year old DD but we've also had two pregnancy losses, and part of me feels like this wouldn't be as hard to do if I had either of my other babies.  Then the rational part of me knows that would only make life more complicated.  I just feel so guilty like I'm taking DD's father away from her, and horrible for myself like I'm never going to be able to be pregnant again.

I have no idea what I'm asking here, or saying...just reaching out, and sort of doing an intro.