Anxious...

Maryland Baby

Friday I had my first u/s. Viability and dating which I didn't have with my first so I was excited that I would get to see something before 20 weeks, a whoe new experience for me. Well, there was a gestational sac and what she thought was the yolk sac but that was all. She measured me at 5 weeks which was a little sooner than I had. So whilst i realize it was probably too early i'm still nervous. I had my blood work done on friday too so.. hoping I get some calming results tomorrow. I was also bleeding on saturday a little brighter red than I liked and then spotting brown the rest of the wend on and off too. It's not a whole lot but again, didn't get it this bad with the first mix that with the u/s friday and i just feel anxious to know "something" i'm not freaking out just yet i don't know anything, but I just hate this anxious feeling...

Just wanted to tell people that understand how I feel seen as we aren't telling anyone yet!