Not feeling very beautiful

RedRose87

 

Ugh hormones suck. I am so emotional today. I struggle with self image issues anyways. I used to be very thin, beautiful curly hair. Well over the years one thing has led to another and I was about 10 lbs over weight before getting pregnant, and I've gain 30 lbs so far. My complexion is horrible. And I few years ago I got a really horrible hair cut where they lady chopped all my curls off and left my hair a nightmare, so I don't even have pretty hair to hide behind.

Today... It's all hitting me. I feel like crap, feel like my body will never be mine again, and looking back at the "glory" days when I was thin and beautiful made me realize I'll never be that again. Ugh >< Anyone else have those overly emotional days where you just feel like a whale?