Having a hard time "Cooling it down a bit"

dette7820

So, 2 weeks ago I was sent to labor and delivery for tons of BH- they wanted to make sure I wasn't having true contractions, and while you could see them on the monitor- they weren't true.. so my doctor said she thinks I need to scale back, cool things down and not do so much-.

 The problem is that I am having a hard time with that.. mentally and physically.I work full time and have a toddler whom I want to spend tons of time with..I am trying so hard to do fun stuff with her, and go for walks and go to the playground.. and even though my husband tells me to stay home and take it easy- I can't.. yet I am having horrific Sciatic pain.. and hip pain which is causing spasms.. I know that he is right, but I can't bring myself to slow down..

ANyone else? This has me in tears- I just want to be part of everything still.. I dont want to miss out.