I went last Tuesday for my a/s - and have to wait until the next
dr.'s appointment to get results. They just do the scan and send the
report to my dr. whom is on holidays and I go April 3rd but with aback
-up dr.But Hopefully the cover dr will tell me..
It hit me yesterday that "something" could be wrong. I
have three healthy babies- but just the fear came over me.. i
m not a
worrier by nature- just my last 3 pregnancies maybe I was neive to
think "nothing" could happen. Im just so scared. I bought some girl
outfits this weekened and then it hit me-
what if Im buying all this
stuff and something is wrong. I actually strated having a min-break
down- I dunno if its hormones- or just I know this is our last baby or
what- but its terrifies me. EVERY baby
is a blessing.. and I know things happen.. I think all these stories I
read on the forums about losses, the Duggarrs at 8 weeks.. , and IRL a daycare worker lost her baby
at 30+ weeks. Im just so scared now. I just pray for a healthy baby- Im
actually going to call and see if I can bump up my appointment as
another 8 days of this - I will drive myself mad.
