random sorrow

laniewade

Every few days or weeks I just get ridiculously homesick and wander the house mourning for my childhood and it's security and family filled time. It isn't like I don't talk to or see my family, they are twenty minutes down the street, but I can't get there when I feel like this because my husband usually has our one car at work...Today my mom didn't have time to come get me and the kids, so now that the sun is setting, I am off into a fit of utter despair again....I do this with every pregnancy, it is downright unbearable sadness. am I the only one?