I miss the gym :(

Sillylttleone

I never thought i'd say this but I really miss the gym. I still work out but taking it lightly is hard for me. I've always been a "go as hard as you can because you dont have much time so make it count" person. I miss sweating profusely and turning red to the point i cant breathe. Sounds like a terrible time, but I always felt so good after. The weight gain is also hard for me. I know i'm housing a healthy little human but to see the scale creep up scares me.  I know I shouldn't complain as its only a few months of my life and then I will get the greatest joy of all - just needed to vent. Thanks for listening!